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Sowwy >.> apparently Gaia and my internet conspired and didn't fix itself 3 days ago like I meant to do. But it was the only way to make sure I didn't say anything I'd regret later, or just something to provoke you. srsly, I didn't think anyone would notice my status. It's very rare that anyone does. Well, Riggs does, but it's Riggs. What do you expect?
*sigh* more chem help -.- gosh darn. At least Rawr DOES seem to know what she's doing. mostly. Each problem is a puzzle to solve. That's how I think of it. Gotta solve the puzzle. It's like the flash version of Portal! =D Which I finally beat, after figuring out the infinite loop thing. I got over halfway through it again today in less than half an hour. The last level was surprisingly easy. Funfun ^_^ And there WAS cake =D
I was planning on keeping this thing off until my temporary insanity from being stuck here subsided. But that fell through completely thanks to my mama -.- If I'd known I'd never be able to go home, I wouldn't've come here! I'm likely going to completely lose it in the coming week and a half, even without that. My frustration with myself encompasses that more so than the x-mas thing. Which turned out to be moot. But it wasn't even a big thing anyway. We haven't decided anything at all.
Poor Beth and Thomas. They've had to deal with how upset I've been about being stuck here 'til X-mas. My mom says I'm underestimating how exhausted I'll be after a 7 hour drive on Friday, "playing" all day with my friends on Saturday, and another 7 hour drive on Sunday. I don't ******** care. I won't fall asleep. If I feel like I am, I'll just stop and take a break. It's not fair to be stuck here. I don't even get to go home for Thanksgiving. I really only have 2 and a half weeks at Christmas. Hardly enough time at all. I intend to spend every moment of it with people. Okay....maybe some of that will be just me at Clearview on Pump. But not much of it! Hopefully, they'll still have exams on the 17th so I can go to school.
I'm staying up tonight, despite my 8 am class. Sleep is not helping me at all. I keep waking up randomly throughout the night, and my dreams are just my brain taunting me. Like I need another reminder of reality. So I'm not going to sleep, not as early as I have been, anyway. 2 or 3 am, maybe. I don't know. It doesn't matter what time. I've been so sleepy during the day, and so cold.
Yay for listening to the same 10 songs over and over. "The Moldau", "Broken", "Good Enough", "TABOO", "Always", "Winter's Poem", "Our Solemn Hour", "All Around Me", "Black Hole Sun", and "Still Alive" (for those moments of Flash Portal frustration lol). "The Moldau" is a product of music appreciation. It's by Smetana. You can prolly youtube it. IT'S AMAZING. It's about a river in Bohemia (Czech Republic now, I believe). There's a hunt, and a peasant wedding, and nymphs, and rapids, and an ancient castle =D
blargh. I have to take a chem quiz and start a computer lab. I got a 70 on the last one cuz I forgot the absolute value on ONE line -.- *sigh* I can earn 20 points back if I volunteer to type next time. Yay for bonus points. Speaking of which...149 quiz average in tech and civ! ^_^ Ridiculous, but she gave me an extra point for getting a question that she made bonus xD So, I got the bonus point for having the right answer, and then ANOTHER bonus point just for getting it! XD
Rawr okay second to last question
i know you are loving this right now
im completely using u
but i will get u a monstrous sized candy bar for friday
...she admits it. She EFFING ADMITS IT D< Used yet again -.-
4 classes tomorrow, 3 Thursday (including the sub from hell in math...oh, wait, you didn't hear that story), and 3 Friday (again with the sub -.-). b***h called us kindergartners. She doesn't understand the concept of an HONORS CLASS. We're used to participating. We're used to a little humor and a little bit of a relaxed atmosphere. Not her rigid rules and SILENCE -.- Sam was horrified at the state he found us in on Thursday, scared into silence by a mere SUB. Well, another cal 2 professor, but still....A FREAKIN' SUB D:
hellz to the yes, candy bar =D
Wow, mood swing entry XD
*consumes more candy corn*
hrm...I should prolly shower at some point XD
I'm so thirstyyyyyy crying Starbucks for me tomorrow...maybe...idk. Depends how I feel after suffering through a lecture on choral music and opera in the Romantic period. I've always hated that period (Exceptions: "Doll's Dream" and Tchaikovsky and now "The Moldau" wink . Small things in the background of a massively productive 75-80 years D: There's more important composers in there than in ALL the time before it!! Medieval Europe, Renaissance (*cries*), Baroque, and Classical Periods!
We're learning about the Renaissance next week in history -.- I DON'T WANNA. Not if I can't ******** go home -.- I had MUSIC for the car on the way there D: I have RENAISSANCE MUSIC. from music appreciation. It's going to depress me beyond belief, just when I need major happy happy things. Halloween is amazing, but I ruined it for myself. All it took was one week for me to just ruin everything. It seems longer, but it wasn't. It was quick. Disastrous, but quick. they always say you can't expect people to like you if you don't like yourself, so if you can't like yourself, then you don't have a chance. so, fail.
i just typed something, but i don't remember typing it o.O oh dear....it's what I would've typed anyway, but I don't remember doing it! D: I need to take a break...
~nepie
 nepie · Wed Oct 29, 2008 @ 04:16am · 0 Comments |
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