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Breathe in, forget your selfish vanity,
Let go of me, let me run free,
Don't you see all the things you've done to me,
You've had me for so long,
This isn't what I want,
I know this isn't how it was supposed to be,
Let me live, let me see,
Let me be the way I always was,
Let me see the world outside these chains,
Darkness slipping through my veins,
Running inside me,
Filling and spilling over and under my thoughts,
My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the gutter,
I'm cutting to picture this black broken heart,
Love is not like anything,
Especially a ******** knife.
Can you tell, that its best,
By the way I lock myself into this room,
That this medicine only makes me worse,
I dont want to talk, I dont want to hear you,
Telling me its just a phase,
Feeding lies to my other side,
To the freak you call your daughter,
I cry tears of acid, falling upon my broken guilt,
Sanity creeping around every corner,
Telling me its alright, I'll be fine,
I dont want to be with you,
He's all I want now, and I realize,
I never knew what I wanted,
I was always so very empty because,
He was always there, waiting,
To give me reason to fill with emotion again.
I love you Sage.
Again not my best work, I've been really empty lately........and a lot has happened...........I have also been feeling under the weather lately, so it'll be awhile before I write another one. sorry.
 ~flaming aqua tears~ · Sun Oct 05, 2008 @ 06:13pm · 0 Comments |
