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So, even though waterpiks get water all over EVERYTHING (Are you supposed ot use these things in a SHOWER?) I tried my hand at it again today and somehow managed to pop a stitch and was bleeding horrendously for a good few minutes. With all the drool I've been having lately it was all over everything before too long.

I tried to play devil may cry 3 today out of sheer boredom, but by the time I got to mission 2 I had a headache and then I couldn't beat mission 2. I failed twice. WTF.
I remember level 2 being ******** EASY.
Also for some insane reason I thought dmc3 was actually dmc4, you know, with Nero. So when I turned it on I was all disappointed but whatever. It gave me entertainment for about 5 minutes before I was too frustrated (And in pain) to continue. When I was watching the cinematics I couldn't stop thinking about how much I hate Dante (His attitude was so much better in the first dmc) and how seriously ******** amazing they'd look in live action. The fact that it wouldn't be too hard to pull off was also quite entertaining. Too bad I don't live in Florida any more, or else I'd probably have a team of people working on it. xd

Other than that, my entire face went numb yesterda. Entirely. It felt like someone had shot my entire face with novacaine. I figured out it was partially the fact I was practically living on tylenol so I've not taken any painkillers at all today. Which I guess had made me antsy. But on the plus side, my face feels better. Bad side is now it's swelling even more. Pain isn't so bad. My mouth has been healing well for the most part. Some feeling comes and goes in my mouth and sometimes I can feel things and other times I can't feel anything. This becomes particularly frustrating when I'm trying to eat by myself and I can't tell where food is in my mouth.

I FINALLY finished all the recorded House and Venture Bros. Episodes. Now I am stuck with backlogs of about 30 Ben 10 episodes, and then paltry numbers of a bunch of other shows.

I got very little sleep last night. I don't even remember sleeping, really. I tried to sleep since 12:30, but the only times I remember the clock saying were 4am 7am and 10:30am. I know I must've gotten some sleep but I feel like I haven't gotten any. It's horrible.

it's 11pm now and I'm tired as hell but I highly doubt I'll be able to get much sleep tonight, either.

You know, it used to be that I'd get a nosebleed every time my body did something "stressful." In the hospital I'd get nosebleeds if I got up and walked around for a few steps. Then I only ogt nosebleeds when I went to the bathroom. After about two days I stopped getting the nosebleeds and just got a runny nose any time I was stressed. Today it appears I've graduated from the runny nose to just more swelling of my jaw. I am almost afraid my mouth is going to swell shut. My lips keep turning whiter and whiter; my nose is peeling something awful and I keep feeling like my face is exposed to an environment that is 30 degrees colder than everywhere else. Sometimes I put my hand over my mouth and nose to "warm them up" and stifle the pins and needles for a few seconds. Anyway it's getting harder and harder to eat. Not eat solid foods. But just. Get the s**t in my mouth. I can hardly open my mouth at all now and stuff is falling off the BABY SPOON. Eating is more of a chore than it normally it is and it's like a burn off more calories by eating the damn food than the food has. Gah.

When I went to the doc the other day he put in new rubberbands. I didn't figure out exactly what they were until last night. He only put rubbberbands on one side of my mouth. I have two on the right side and none on the left. I am completely feeling uneven and now my jaw hinge on the right side feels like it's popping every time I open up my mouth too wide. It's insane. D:<

I also think I'm getting a cold. My throat keeps getting more sore and I'm coughing and choking more often.
How the ******** am I going to survive a cold if I can't even cough properly? gonk