....bottom line IS, I tried to kill myself.I won't tell you how it was started, but I ended up running into an ally, punching a brick wall until I felt my hand swelling up then bashed my head against it a few times.I took a breathing session to stop my hyperventalating but it didn't work, so I ran up to the town square and tried to drown myself in the fountain...but ended up pulling myself out of the water...remembering Destiny....and what she said when she stopped me in the ally...and a qoute from an old friend I miss dearly...then came home and got ******** YELLED AT FOR LEAVING THE AREA WHERE ALL THIS STARTED! I handled it as adultly as I possbily COULD:I left the scene, and went somewhere else.I tried not to yell back but I...I lost self control, because she was blaming one of the few people who have been here for me....I don't want any s**t from her and she obviously didn't care if she pissed me off so why should I care about pissing HER off?I can't be rational with an IRRATIONAL person.
 ArtVamp_Reject · Sat Sep 20, 2008 @ 04:19pm · 6 Comments |
