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I hate it when you think the people who you SWORE you knew the most change. I wish they could just be real and stay real with me. NOT SOMETHING UR NOT OR SOMETHING YOU PRETEND 2 BE! You dont have 2 hide anything. If you think ima *badword* just tell me. i will work on it so we can still be friends smile . why cant other people do the same? I feel they just listen but dont really get the message. i hate it when people "beat around the bush" if you have something 2 say 2 me just say it. if you like me, if you hate me, if you want me 2 do you a favor or if you just wanna hang out TELL ME! i know i swore i knew ppl but they changed. now i feel lyk i barely have people 2 really call my bestest friends... i know i do have at least 2 or 3. they are as real as it gets. They stay thru with me thick thru thin drama or no drama. they ACTUALLY want 2 talk 2 me. they actually call me. they just call me 2 just say HI im thinking of you! They dont feel sorry 4 me and think im just some pathetic person that wants 2 be around you. im real! im not fake im just me! im my own person who doesnt lyk 2 be copied.. so please dont change, dont push me around.. dont take advantage of me.. please im not a lot but im a person who's willing 2 listen 2 you and talk 2 you.. if your doing ur work and i just give you a RANDOM hi and wave 2 you that means hey hi ur my friend kinda thing. So i just had 2 say this and people who DID read this I HATE YOU jk jk but still thats mean cuz i said dont read mkay bye! cheese_whine