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the darkness of my past...
as some you people know, ive been doing good in school.
but i wasnt always mr.smartypants or something like that.
this is about my dark past, hence the title.
k here goes:
i used to be a kid who was bullied everyday. i know, its a shallow reason. but being picked on for 8-10 years can make anyone almost lose their sanity. it seemed that the sun wont set without me being in a fight or being messed around with. i dont usually hit back cause i dont advocate fighting. and with that i was their favorite target.
but when i do fight, it will look like im the bad guy. years ago, there was one who picked on me in lunchtime, then i retaliated by stabbing him with a sharp stick. i got punished and the guy nearly got hospitalized. if you were there, you'd probably hate me by now.
years after, i got so preoccupied in how to get back to those guys, i forgot about my studies. thus i failed some subjects. and giving them all the more reason to pick on me.
last year, i almost got retained. cause i had three failing subjects.
then they let me decide whether to stay in the old school and stay in the same year level, or to take summer class and transfer to a new school...
i chose to transfer. and i am glad to say that think i made the right decision. so far, im doing great! i got 'most participative' and almost made it in the honors list, remember? other than doing good academically, i also made friends. and good ones at that.
thats it so far. the last paragraph is around the present.
and thank you reader for umm, reading!
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