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I have to write this down before I forget it...

We were at school. It was me, and Kasey, and Christian. We were all friends and were hanging out.
My dream starts with us all having fun. The bell rings, and we all go to class. My dream skips, and we are once again on the campus, outside, after class. I can see through the crowd that Christian is upset. And then I see Kasey reach up and pull him down, hugging him to her tightly. I get jealous, and I mean JEALOUS. I turn around and walk away, and I can see my friend Kay, standing in front of me. She says, "Are you just going to let yourself be angry? Are you going to let yourself hate her because you never told him how you feel?"
I realize the truth in Kay's words. The bell rings, and my dream skips again, so that we are now at lunch. We are still on campus, not near the cafeteria. I know that Kasey is waiting for both Christian and myself. Christian sees me, and I turn around, and walk in a different direction. He walks after me, and grabs my arm. I begin to cry. He says, "Are you okay?"
I shake my head, and suddenly he knows that I am upset about him and Kasey.
"I'm sorry. Do you want hugs too?" he says, and I nod, hugging him tightly.
He looks at me. "Do you want kisses too?" I nod again and we press our lips to each others', briefly. I finally smile and stop crying. He reaches up a hand to wipe away my tears, and I catch his wrist in my hand, pressing my thumb into his pulse gently.
He smiles at me, and I smile right back, and we turn to the lunch area, where I expect to see Kasey. I do not. I see Kay there, sitting and smiling at me, and she nods.

This is when I wake up.