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one day

have you ever wondered why the very first time i saw you, i looked into your eyes and just smiled? because that moment i discovered the reason why i was born here in earth. the first time i heard your voice my heart leaped with unexplainable excitement that drove through my body down to my knees, i can't even stand back then. do you remember when i saw you at the waiting shed crying? i gave you my handkerchief and lend you my shoulder. that has been the first time i saw you cry, i wanted to scream, i wanted to run away and i wanted to ask why? but i can't move, afterwards i realized, this is what i want. funny saying but i want that day just the way it was. i held you right here next to me, feeling your warmth and telling you,''i'm here, i will not let you go''. you've changed me a lot, if you're not aware i tell you this, you taught me the things i'd never knew. you taught me how to laugh, how to fight, how to appreciate everything, how to cry and most of all how and what it feels like to love. in my life i've never had the guts to say what i have to, i'm too afraid to let them know what i feel but now i'm telling you what is real. i used to pray at night to please Lord someday, somehow, an angel shall cross my way. i keep on seeking for my answer hoping that he heard my prayer. yesterday i'm looking up in the sky and still thinking if it will be granted then i bumped on the chair and sat on the floor. it hurts for a while and when i'm getting up i saw you waving at me with all smile in your face. then i realized do i have to get hurt to see what i'm looking for? you came to me closer and closer and asked, '' are you ok?'' i stood up, looked into your eyes and said ''i am now ok''. you're my answer in this long quest, my angel in disguise and the reason why my heart continues on beating..