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Where Did I Go Right?
By Samantha M*********k.
I'm always late,
out of the way, always looking for
an escape from the real world and the people in it.
I'm always looking for a dark alley
to crawl in, and cry. I'm always hiding
always trying to protect myself from
the cruelty people always seem to direct at
Me. I'm trying to
stay away from the heartbreak,
keeping myself since he trashed my
Heart.
When I'm crying, no one cares,
when I'm smiling,
they're laughing. Why is that?
When I turn around, I see
a glimmer, a tear, and I walk into
the alley, ready to stare at the twilight
to remember precious memories that seem
earger to tell me they're lies, when
then, I see you.
I walk backwards, back into
the light that I am trying to escape. Someone
follows me, and I earse the feelings of the trash
that ignorant, obnoxious,
pathetic, little twit gave to me.
I cough, sputter,
I don't want to be found because I know
that once I am, I'm going to
want to crawl back. I cover my face,
a feeling of butterflies, and soon feel
something insane.
I feel someone wrap their
arms around me,
I am suddenly swalling the tears
that once choked me. What?
Where did I go right? I don't understand...
Why is he treating
Me like this?
I hear the comforting words,
"It's going to be
alright...I love
You."
I want to scream.
When he lets go,
I back
away, realizing the
tears are gone, now.
The dark alleys seem to erase
from exsistance....
Metamorphisis?
He laughs, and takes
my hand.
I'm smiling. Where did I go
right?
I look to mhy side, and people
seem to look at
Me differently.
They all take their eyes from
the twit who crushed me,
and look to me.
Where did I go right?
He sputters.
I laugh.
Where did I go right?
Then I look to him,
and say, when
he tells me he's sorry,
I say,
"That's so yesterday."
And guess who's crawling away from
the world now?
Where did I go right?
*This poem makes me laugh near the end. Inspiration came from a song by Hilary Duff called, "Where Did I go right?" It's just a little different.
Anyways, lol, what I am trying to say in this poem, is that when someone you loved treats you horribly and breaks up with you, or if you do, you're not supposed to hide yourself. Just because one little twit decided to break you, why should you continue to break yourself down? Don't. You'll just satisfy him/her. When the girl in my poem tells the boy that it's so yesterday, he's the one who's dissapointed. He wanted to break her. But she came through strong in the end because someone cared about her. And she didn't completely satisfy him. 3nodding HAHA!!! XD***
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