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Running into a forest where am I what is this place?
you stop to breath,
you stop to think,
you stop 'cus you recognize this is a memorie faded away by the rain,
pounding at your skin without thinking without saying,
you go further into this place where memories fade.
Do you remember your first crush?
The rush you got when you learned to ride your bike.
All of your childhood memories drift away,
with the rain into the soil,
never to be seen or thought of again those memories are faded away.
Your lost in this place you feel so free so alive,
you find that the memories are not the only ones that have faded,
you too have faded from below trees to the sky,
you float around on cloud nine thinking about whats holding you up,
all those memories and happy times.
You remember your parents first serious fight,
you remember your first breakup and slowly you begin to lose flight,
you fall from the sky you grab onto all of the memories,
then you see yourself alone in the dark in a corner tears filling your eyes.
You remember that day, the day you realized that a happy ending was a lie,
he told you he loved you and could never love anyone else he grabs your trust.
He hangs out with his "friends" alone more often then before,
when he was sick you were there,
but when you walked in his room you noticed
that so was the girl that was in the only class you were'nt in with him.
Memories fade as your life drifts away.
Hanging from a cliff is this how it ends?
Hanging on for dear life is when you begin to lose sight,
the only light you saw has been covered by a figure,
broad and dark with an extended arm and terror in his eyes.
You reach for his hand your passage to life,
but the smile on his face was such a devious sight,
as you realize this is a memorie from the back of ur mind he lets go of ur hand.
You fall...fall away from the light,
the darkness devours you.
You've been broken once again,
this time not just mentally but physically you knew this was the end.
This isnt how fairytells end the character doesnt die they live happily ever after, then you remember the faded memorie of the beautiful angel,
your heart slowly mends back together,
you reach your hand to the sky, to heaven,
you feel the most beautiful thing you have ever felt,
true and forever love makes you light as a feather.
With a halo on your head and wings on your back,
you're no longer falling but flying to heaven.
Memories fade but God is always there,
just look deep in your heart,
and you will feel the love that every faded memorie that was restored has brought.

heart ~shanice~ heart