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Greetings, from California!

I've been doin' that thinking thing again. Yeah. Never a good sign.
But the night mentioned in my last journal entry (even if I did imagine it all) got me to thinkin' about me. Who is the Yellowfox? And what value is the person who controls her?
So I've decided to make a list of truths that I will gradually add onto as I think of them. Things that really make up who I am, different aspects of my personality, that kind of thing.

I hold these truths to be self-incriminating:

I ask questions I already know the answer to just to make conversation.

I am a mish-mosh of all my favorite aspects of my favorite anime character's personalities.

I hate peanut butter.

I use big words to sound smarter than other people.

I love human contact.

I'll hug you gently if I like you, but I'll hug you obnoxiously if I don't.

If you wrong me, I will never forget it, and you're damn lucky if I forgive you.

It's very easy to get me mad, but even easier to get me happy again.

Trying to get on my bad side is like trying to transfigure Chuck Norris into a wuss. It just doesn't happen.

I would sacrifice anything for the ones I love.

I will back down in any confrontation unless I know beyond a shadow of a doubt that I can win.

I have a family of more than 200, but I only get along with one of them.

I'm a lot like a dog; Loyal, overprotective, and willing to attack anyone who even thinks about harming someone I care about.

I encourage people to do their best, but if they surpass me, I get really angry.

I have no idea where the name Yellowfox came from.

If I have to repeat myself more than once, I get pissed.

Silence makes me uncomfortable.

I'll talk in the third person just to sound cute.

I care waaaay too much what people think of me.

I'll apologize, even if it wasn't my fault.

I'll take the fall for someone else every time.

I'll act however I think people want me to act. (Not anymore though! This is a change!)

I put myself and my needs at the bottom of my list of priorities.

If someone asks for a favor, I can't say no. Ever.

I will be interested in something just because of how I came in contact with it. EXAMPLE: I went through a Japan phase, and I only ever tried sushi because it was japanese. It's delicious.

I'm always worried about whether or not I've said something that offends someone else.

I'm fascinated by anything out of the ordinary.

I love gathering knowledge.

I can't think as fast as I'd like to.

I've never had a stable relationship of any kind with anybody.

I believe that smiles say what words can't.

I am easily confused.

I have a habit of being completely and utterly selfish.

I get mad when I end up offending someone but they don't say anything and let the anger fester and grow until they end up yelling at me and then I have no idea what I did and all they say is "You know what you did." Obviously not, if I have to ask, people!

People think I use them for what they can offer me, but I just get caught up in ideas.

Crowds of people make me claustraphobic.

I hate being around people I don't know.

I can''t stand anyone that doesn't like me.

I get sad if I make someone angry at me.


So that's it for now. I'm sure many of you never want to talk to me again xd But that's okay. If you guys can't accept me for who I am, then I don't want to be friends with you anyway.
I have some good points too, but the bad stuff is just easier to see. At least to my eyes. Oh well. I was completely honest in this entry, and I'm proud of myself.