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“You Had Me & Than Lost Me”

I saw her standing there
alone and confused of what’s around her
I offered her a hand
and instead of just a “thank you”
She gave me something true
her heart

I was helplessly standing there
confused and alone
But then he showed up and took my hand
instead of me saying “thank you”
I gave him something much more
my heart

I asked her out on a single date
but I was in for a treat
Not just one minute of her time
I got a whole lifetime worth
of her love

He asked me on a single date
but I gave him a surprise
Not just “hello and goodbye”
I gave him a lifetime worth
of my love

We were made for one another
two different souls
In one body
It was like a perfect dream
and I never wanted to wake up

We were supposed to be together
for ever and ever
Until the end of time
It was like breathtaking dream
and I never wanted to wake up

But then came the time
where she was away and I was alone
An endless week without her

Then came a time
where I was away and he was alone
A never-ending week without him

Suddenly,
like a horrible lighting storm
We were fighting over thing I cant’ remember
I stopped answering my phone
stopped caring, stopped thinking
About who I was really hurting
Me

Suddenly,
like a huge patch of overpowering acne
We were fighting over stupid little things
he stopped calling me back
Stopped caring, stopped thinking
about who he was really hurting
Me

When she got back I didn’t want to look at her
I felt wronged and cheated
So, I left her
Feeling no sorrow
No sadness

When I got back he didn’t look at me
He said I cheated and wronged him
So, he left me
I feeling sorrow
Feeling sadness

Now I sit here,
Alone and terribly heartbroken
Scared and in pain
Trying to pick up the pieces

Now I sit here,
Stronger and tuff
Impendent and painless
Trying hard not to punch him in the face

I now live a shameful life
Making up lies of girlfriends
Thinking to myself
“Why did I yet you go”

I now live a happy life
A new and better love
Thinking to myself
“It’s all good”