Ok so yea, its another sleepless night...
Blah!
i wish that i could sleep 'ya know....but i can't,
and it sucks because i am suppose to get up early and stuff to go to the mall with my friend...
but see i don't want to go at all, i just want to stay home and sleep.
But yet again my life is not controlled by me, but by the people around me...
so i truly have no say in anything....
....Blah! XP.
It really sucks...i want to go to bed so bad @_@
because i look like crap and all..
from lack of sleep but my mind just does not rest
which means i can't rest.....what a ******** drag
.....and like no one is online at like 5:25am...
XP
BOO!!
u all sucks balls...XP
and well i did meet some guy on gaia 'ya know in an RP....
he was cool and everything and then we like began talking on Yahoo!...
and i uh killed it by talking to him all night and every night and talking about my problems and all...
and i uh think he really gat bored of me which is why he does not talk to me any more........
i don't mind.....really i don't
I'm use to have people forgetting about me....its yet another sad fact of life.
...So yea now i have no one to talk to all night...which sucks
....Now all i can do is rant on and on in my Journal which thankfully no one reads XD.
....ok so now it is 5:28am and i have ran out of things to pointlessly talk about -_-....
yea lol XDD
Blah!
i wish that i could sleep 'ya know....but i can't,
and it sucks because i am suppose to get up early and stuff to go to the mall with my friend...
but see i don't want to go at all, i just want to stay home and sleep.
But yet again my life is not controlled by me, but by the people around me...
so i truly have no say in anything....
....Blah! XP.
It really sucks...i want to go to bed so bad @_@
because i look like crap and all..
from lack of sleep but my mind just does not rest
which means i can't rest.....what a ******** drag
.....and like no one is online at like 5:25am...
XP
BOO!!
u all sucks balls...XP
and well i did meet some guy on gaia 'ya know in an RP....
he was cool and everything and then we like began talking on Yahoo!...
and i uh killed it by talking to him all night and every night and talking about my problems and all...
and i uh think he really gat bored of me which is why he does not talk to me any more........
i don't mind.....really i don't
I'm use to have people forgetting about me....its yet another sad fact of life.
...So yea now i have no one to talk to all night...which sucks
....Now all i can do is rant on and on in my Journal which thankfully no one reads XD.
....ok so now it is 5:28am and i have ran out of things to pointlessly talk about -_-....
yea lol XDD
