I ******** blew it
why did I even speak the partial truth I mean yeah sure I can leave her but honestly if I did where would I go? what would I do? and the answer is nothing cause without her I cant think. I cant stay calm. I cant even stay near the walls of sanity......................I just have to be honest why do I have to be so bluntly honest the reason why I am with her is cause I love her and she needs me I feel like I just made a grave mistake something I cant fix I just hope she will come on so I can apologize.
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