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ok so i havent heard from him for a really long time but i havent been needy though either. i just hope that whatever i sent him got through to him and he got it. im not gonna lie i dont want to lose him, but i feel like thats whats gonna happen. some part of me wants to just find out where harvard is and where he is in harvard and send him a whole bunch of things and some part of me is saying r u out of your mind thats stalking, u idiot. i dont know anymore. with each day that passes by my heart starts hurting more. because i see couples all over the place where there all happy together, and im not alone but i am alone does that make since. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i dont know. did this ever happen to any one before if so tell me what i should do. please i desperately out of options here.
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