"heaven would be hell if there was no one but me in it." Zane looked at me. Rain dripped from his hair and my heart began to ache for him to hug me."Since when has that stopped you. An angel of darkness can't love after all," he sighed.I didnt know what to say."I havent always been like this. I didnt choose this. I can't help if i'm dead".I began to cry and he looked taken aback. Shock rolled through his eyes.Then his arms were around me and guilt washed into my body like a disease.
"Im s-so sor-ry", I blubbered."If I go will it hurt?",he inquiered.I pulled away from him.He looked at me and shook his head."What!" I screamed.Tears came more quickly."Your leaving me!" He nodded then added."Of course, I have to please Fae understand we can't-" I shoved him away sobbing as I ripped myself out of his grasp. "I hate you!"I screamed at him.How could you do this to me" There was something in his eyes that repulsed me. Pity and saddness. Yes it would hurt.
"It will!"I screamed at him."I can't live without you! God Zane do you know how hard it is to admitt it!" He stared at me and shook his head.
"I'm sorry Fae this can't-"
"Please", I begged."I can hold away the bloodlust.I just can't distroy the hurt or pain if you leave".
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