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ok I really dont know how but this girl, ariana stoll my heart back in the day and she refuses to give it back to me. now see what she sees is a sk8er idiot who dosnt have a care in the world, half the time I wish that was true,

she walked out my life once, felt hallow and alone, but she came back some time the following year, was the hallow shell of a man but was fillled with an emense happiness,

2months l8er never answers phone, leaves messages, worried since this has happened before
after a finnal fair well i leave her before she leaves me, but made a mistake,

3 months of hiding in the shadows alone and hurting but hiding it with randomness and false joy to not worry my buds, goes to a party and realises that wasnt smart,

all different emotions run through my head and freinds start to worry, I say leave me alone I need somewhere to think alone, she follows me and comforts me till the emotions and dark clouds of sadness dissapear and realised how stupid I have been,

2 wekks after that my heart wants her more then anyone or anything ever, is it love or a blind mans goose chase u tell me....