It has finally come to realization that I'm bored with life, but only when I'm at home. When I'm outside, even if I'm doing absolutly nothing, I'm still not bored. I hate staying indoors all day long, I just want to hang out with my frineds all day long, is that so hard to ask for? Or is it really that bad that all I want is to talk to them and get in to the dumbest of situtations with them, like being kicked out of costco or getting yelled at by the park staff (ah good times)? I don't know why my mother doesn't trust me. I stopped drinking (FOR GOOD NOW), I've never done drugs and I don't intend to and I'm not sleeping around like my sister. Yet the ******** up thing is, my mother lets my sister do what ever the ******** she pleases and ITS ANNOYING THE ******** OUT OF ME. Also another thing my brother goes to school less then me and he failed some of his classes and isn't going to summer school, yet she lets him hang out with his friends. I passed every single class and was only absent twice the marking period and she KNEW ABOUT THOSE ABSENCES!!! AGHH!!! That's wat annoys me about this!!!! My GOD!! I'm going nuts just being here...
Only 14 more months... and then I'm gone, and never coming back.
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