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As I was on my way to see my Lord God,I got nervous. I already knew he knew what i was going to ask him. I felt bad about thinking i was falling in love with my lord/father's enemy. I am betraying him and its horrible the feeling. When i got to the room were my lord was i looked at him and i bowed "Good day my lord" I said. he helped me up and then he looked at me. "MY dear child, do not bow to me, and do not call me lord, please just call me father" he said to me. "After all that is what i am. Am I not?" he sounded concerned. I nodded. "So you have come to ask me about love?" he asked me. "Yes, and also because i am supposed to watch over earth for a wail." i let him know. then he started walking around the room. "Well my dear child, love is a feeling, i can not control, some beings go thru their hole life not feeling love. But nearly all feel it at leas once in their life." he told me. I stared at him. walking side to side. "But how do you know you love some one, like when your "in love" with some one?" i finally asked. "Well my dear, you feel like if you can not live without this person, this person that your in love with doesn't leave your mind not even for a second. Your heart says it. You feel like telling them I love you and you do everything for them. There are also other ways but these are some of the most ways you know your in love." He told me. The i tough to my self and now i knew that i was in love with Lucifer. i felt it in my heart now. "You don't need to ask me if you love Lucifer, For i do know is true, ever since you first saw him. and he does love you too. I was scared for this to happen. Tell him when he comes back, to look for me if he is not going to make war and thing like that, tell him to come look for me if he wants to talk about you" With these last word he left the room. So i continued with my duty of cheeking out earth. I looked at Tokyo for a while, then i cheeked out NY, California, Italy, Puerto Rico, Chile,China, Egypt and Iraq. It was all the same, the sins grew more and more. Poor humans. Life would be way better on earth without them. confused After i was done a Angel came to the room, I did never see him before, he was gorgeous. I felt closed to him, but yet did not know who he was. He smiled at me and then i noticed he looked so much like me. eek who was this Angel, then God entered the room. "Isabel, before you go, let me introduce you two" God said. "Isabel this is your twin brother Alexiel" eek I stared in shock, but they both were like if it was nothing. "I never told you about him, but he knows a lot about you. When You two, where created, something bad happen to his skin and until he was not cured we couldn't let him go out, he was the first of the mutated angels. Now he is normal . I did not tell you about him, because we did not know if was was going to survive. But now, 4 millenniums later, he is fine and now you two met" he let me know. then i nodded and i ran from the room. i couldn't believe it. I had a brother i didn't know about for millenniums. Tears fell from my eyes, but i ran, ran all the way to my room. When i got there Lucifer was on my bed, sitting waiting for me. When he saw me he ran and he embraced me. "Whats wrong love?" he asked me really concerned. "I have a twin brother" I told him, then he stared at me confused. "and? Whats wrong with that?" he asked me. " God hide it from me, i didn't know. Everyone lied to me. I was not born alone. I've had a brother for 4 millenniums, and i did not know. Everyone said, i was unique, but i have a twin that looks just like me, but male." i said angrily. then he took me in his arms and he took me to my bed. "Relax love, I' sure they had a reason." he told me. "Yes, they didn't know if he was to survive ....for 4 millenniums." Lucifer started brushing my hair with his hands. That relaxed me a bit. Then he kissed me. It made me happy. My heart raced and i forgot all about my brother. i was more into Lucifer. We kissed for a while laying on my bed. Then all of a sudden he sat and he looked away. "What do you think about me going to talk to your God about us?" he asked without even looking at me. " He already told me to tell you to look for him if it has to do with me and not about you two" i told him, Now he turned to look at me. "That surprising, he not knowing it" he said sarcastically. "Well I'm not ready yet, but soon I'll go talk to him." he let me know, then he layed on my bed next to me. He grabbed my hand and started playing with my fingers. whee I smiled at him and giggled a bit. Then i started to feel hungry. "I'm hungry" i said then i laughed. "But i do not want to leave your side." i told him. Then he smiled and he stand up. "I'll be back, stay here and do not move love" he said to me and disappeared thru the door. A few minute later he came to my room with 2 plates of food in his hands and a glass fruit of juice. I ate quickly and drank the juice, "Thanks" I said to him,then he gave me a quick kiss. and he layed on my bed again. I layed in his arms and kissed him. Before i knew it i fell asleep. When i woke up he was not there. I felt sad. but i noticed a single red rose on my other pillow, were he was. with a letter., written with red ink that said:
My dear Isabel, It has made me 100% clear that i am truly in love with you. You look so beautiful sleeping, so peaceful, so gorgeous, It made me feel happy having you sleeping next to me. I couldn't tell you before, but i wanted to ask God if he would let you go to hell with me, without making you a fallen. But first i need to ask you, if you want it. My beloved Isabel will you please come to hell with me and become my wife, my lover my everything? You do not need to answer me tomorrow, but when you have a answer please do. I will not ask God nothing until you answer me love. But just so you know, I truly do love you.
Love
Lucifer
My heart raced. i got happy. It has never come to my mind, going to hell. Much less live there and marry the devil. But for some reason i did not feel too uncomfortable. I actually son exited. But it was weird. I'm gonna think about it for a long while. Not because i did not want to, but because I did not want to betray god. In other word, is betray god or not. lover vs father. It is hard to decide this. But i hope that the one i choose is the correct one and make me happy. If only i didn't fall for the devil. It would have been much more easy. Falling in love is not aloud in heaven. God know i am in love, but for some weird reason he has not send me to get my wings riped off nor he has throw me out of heaven. I was getting confused, i did not understand. Lucifer loves me. When I'm one of the closet person to his enemy. What is it that he sees in me. I am pretty much average. Just a angel. nothing more. For some reason now I"m curious of how hell looks like. Because in heaven they describe it as the horrible place with monsters everywhere, corpses for floor and never ending painful screams. But they said the devil was a ugly creature when he is the most beautiful thing I've ever seen in my life. All i wanted now is talk to Lucifer and find out more about hell.
 Holy Angel Isabel · Thu Jun 26, 2008 @ 08:43pm · 0 Comments |
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