Im so silly, I get nervous WAY to easily..
maybe other people get nervous about this kind of stuff too and its not just me. But as far as I know I have a problem.
Haha well its weird to be writing about this considering that school is out..
but for First period I had piano
and I didnt have any friends in that class, so naturally I didnt talk much. But that was kind of like a get ready for the day class before I had my classes with friends. I dont know if this happens to other people who have Piano in school ^_^ but everytime I was called up to be listened to, I would get SO nervous!! at first my hands would shake and I would mess up the entire song, but as the year moved on I got better and better at staying calm.
anyways thats not the reason Im writing this. Its when we have that two minute wait before the bell rings and we are all packed up and ready to go, and then we were just wandering around the class. But in the two minute wait, i would get nervous
and its a silly too. I mean, why would I get nervous??
I dont really know, i just did.
hearing that bell ring for me to go to second period made my stomach flip over and get all knotted up.
Walking down to second period wasnt so bad, but when i sat down in my seat I was usually the first one there. Thats when My hands started to shake and even sweat sometimes.
Even in the morning when Im walking to school I would get nervous!!
and sometimes even.....scared
and I have no idea why!!!
just the fear when im walking to school almost made me turn around and run back home. But then I thought of my friends and how sad I would be if I didnt get to see them so I kept walking.
I thought about it and tried to figure it out, but im still not sure why i feel nervous and scared half of the time.
Oh well, I just felt like getting that off my chest.
No ones gonna read this anyways biggrin
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