Months have passed. I didn't even feel the end of freshies year. I didn't even feel summer pass by.
Life in high school was fast. Once, I was just a stressed out freshman. And now I'm a sophomore. Heck, I can even recall the time I was complaining about the stress and stuff. And here I am, reminiscing. I remember that I was still whining about how slow the days were. Well, now I take back my words. Sometimes, I cant even tell what time it is considering that we always have 2 periods of Bio class, sometimes 2 periods of cooking, Statistics, Algebra, Ap and other stuff. The work can't let me feel the seconds, minutes, hours pass by. I could just sometimes tune out everything the teachers say [which is bad considering it's HIGH SCHOOL we're talkin' bout] and then in a blink of an eye BOOM it's already dismissal time.
How ironic, eh? There came a time that I was only a 4th grader who wished to be a high school student. Mature. Independent [in a way]. Tall. And now that I'm in that position, I wanted to turn back time. I wanted the times where everything was still so easy. I could just sit back and do my homeworks in an hour or less then spend the rest of the afternoon surfin the net. And now? I go home every 4pm, spend the rest of the night doing assignments, researches and stuff and sleep at a designated time the wake up at 4:30 or 4:45 am.
Sigh. I better make the best out of it, eh? Well, as an incoming junior...I can honestly say that I have no idea of what I could be in the future. It's just too...troublesome to think about it. I can't even picture myself working. I may have a body of a 14 yr old...[or even older] but... I still have a child side of me. Heck I have a lot of things to say to prove that but it's troublesome to put it in.
Anyways, since this was the only time I could get for typing in my journal here...I better log out.
~Ja ne~
 revengeISsweet78 · Tue Jun 17, 2008 @ 01:33pm · 0 Comments |
