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SHSL Not Giving A s**t
Previously Okage-chan, this is Candles & holy s**t I love Teruteru Hanamura.
Forever.
We all want to last forever, but that forever never happens.
Our forever is cut short by death, all the time.
We want to stay in our forever and never leave it.
To remain in a happy memory.
To always see the faces of the ones we love.
To be able to hold them.
To be able to laugh with them.
To be able to love them forever.
In an unchanging world, where peace rules all.

But things change.
Nothing lasts forever.
Not life, not happiness.
Not even love.
Peace does not rule here on earth.
Only bonds of greed do.
But here in our forever, things are different.

We see our loved ones every day.
We hold them.
We laugh with them.
We love them.
We share the little things.
We share the memories.

But nothing lasts forever.
Forever is a hope that will never be.
Life itself is shorter than your pinky.
But bigger than your body.
Love is also the same as life.
You hold it tight now.
You tell someone that you'll love them forever.
But it's a lie.
You can never love someone forever.
Love is fleeting.
You'll love someone one day, and hate them the next.
Just like someone will be there one day and gone the next.

Nothing lasts forever.
It's the truth.
Not even the photos or the videos you took.
To remember those moments perfectly.
To hear those voices you loved again.
To see them in all their perfection.
Just like the memories,
they all fade away.

Life, love, and happiness.
You want it to last forever.
But deep down we all know it won't.
We forget that fact.
We get into fights.
We argue, we scream.
We say hurtful things.
We hurt that person.
And sometimes, before we can say sorry...
We realize it's too late.
That person is gone.
Taken away.
With our last memory of them crying or angry.
A painful face, a hardened heart, and eyes of tears.

We blame ourselves.
We stand over them crying.
Wishing, hoping for them to spring back up into life.
But it never happens.
Because life once gone, can never return.
You find yourself crying, unable to stop.
The last thing you said to them, ringing in your head.
The last time you saw them, the image burned into your memory.

Hours, Days, Weeks, Months, and Years.
They all pass by, never stopping.
The world goes on around you.
As yours falls apart.
The world will never stop for you.
The world does not even know who you are.
You need to move on.
You need to grow strong.
Would that person want you to be weak?
Would that person want you crying?
No, that person loved you.
That person wouldn't want you hurt because of them.

Hold on to your memories.
Watch the movies you made.
Look at all the photos.
Remember that person.
Continue to remind yourself of them.
So that, that person, though gone...
Can live on forever in your heart.

Forever may not last.
Love may not last.
Life may not last.
But remember you mean something to someone somewhere.
You may not even know that person.
You could just be that person who just smiled at them one day.
You could have been that person who saved their life.

But when you die, that person will be there.
They will stand and mourn for you, just like you mourned that person you lost.
Truth of all truths, someone loves you.
Even a stranger can, even your enemy can.
But the saddiest part of all...
Is you'll never know it until you're gone.

Because nothing lasts forever.
But we can say that we want things to last forever.
We want to live forever.
We want to love forever.
We want happiness to last forever.
We want our memories to last forever.
All of us know it'll never happen.
But still we wish.
We hope.
And we live.






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x sam i am x
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commentCommented on: Sun Jul 20, 2008 @ 05:57pm
Thats a lot of words...

...whoa...

THIS IS SPARTA!


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