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Mood: A little upset
Song I'm listening to: Thanks for the Memories (Fall Out Boy heart )

I'm so bored right now. When you only have 2 1/2 days left of school, the days get really long and incredibly painstakingly boring. Especially when one of your teachers is ritiring, and they have to move a lot of their stuff out early. I don't want to talk about why I'm upset--it's too painful for the over-achiever side of me. The little bit that's left, anyway.
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Wednesday night, I had my band concert. Ours went really well, except the younger grades' band didn't do so well. The chorus nearly gave me a heart attack. The sang two long, EVIL, CRUEL, TOTURING, ANNOYING, IDIOTIC High School Musical 2 songs. There are so many more words to describe those songs, but I don't want to list them because I'm far too lazy.
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Why are people so mean? Why am I getting laughed at, and made fun of by the people who should be my friends? Why does my ex-best friend hate me? Why am I considered a loner from a social butterfly? Why is Gaia the only place I can escape my real life? Why are my grades dropping? Why is my life incredibly suckish right now? Why do I feel left out? Why do I feel so alone? Why do I have no true friends? Why do we fight so much? Why is this all happening to me?
Why? WHy? WHY?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Life is so unfair, and I'm not saying that it was fair to begin with. But why can't mine have some good? I'm so tired of all the questions that run through my head every day. They block out everything else, make me unstable.