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i thought the dreams finaly stoped but i saw him at a party the other day my legs felt week we talked but i couldn't stand i had to sit down because my legs were week i didn't under stand why i was feeling this way i alway thought of him as a friend but anyway we started pushing each other and i pushed him but he pulled away but he didn't let me drop we where like
_______________this far away from kissing it freaked me out

and i had a dream about him and he held me tight he held me close and i felt safe and i felt lke crying in his cheast i wake up crying my brother heard me and i cryed in his cheast . why was i cry so hard why did i end up crying why did my friend hold me tight why is this all happening im so confused