years of toture and agony
living my life in burning misery
try to retire the pain inside
but no matter where i run i just cant hide
slit my wrists and let the red river flow
in my room cryin and lying alone
neck in a rope
life in a moat
knife at my throat
blood on my coat
animal inside i just cant tame
head in the wall wondering if im sane
everything i do on this desrted plain
i write this down in my diary of pain
"life has nothing good to look forward to"
the words of my best friend before she was through
and everything in me tells mee its true
because after she said this she killed herself too
slit my wrists and let the red river flow
in my room cryin and lying alone
neck in a rope
life in a moat
knife at my throat
and blood on my coat
animal inside i just cant tame
head in the wall wondering if im sane
everthing do on this desrted plain
i write down in my dairy of pain
******** it all i dont care anymore
You left me a hole and its so sore
i hate you, you ******** whore
tnis is my punishment for opening my door
slit my wrists and let the red river flow
in my room cryin and lying alone
neck in a rope
life in a moat
knife at my throat
and blood on my coat
animal inside i just cant tame
head in the wall wondering if im sane
everthing do on this desrted plain
i write down in my dairy of pain
