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I'm overloaded with love.
Im so overloaded with love. I saw a few movies on lifetime about teenage love. One was about a girl who loved this boy sense 8th grade and when she finally told him he liked her so they had sex and she was pregnant. and then at school they were parents cuz the guy didnt leave her. so they left the baby with the mom. but then the boyfriend died. it was sad. the girl had to take care of the baby by herself. then when the baby grew up, she still remembered her dad. but anyway, on friday i didn't even notice clifford was there. cuz it was raining outside so we have recess in the autitorium. We'll i was practicing ballroom dancing with Jazmin but i didnt notice Clifford there. Oh well. NOw me and my boyfriend love each other so much. heart heart heart heart heart heart I love him so much. Have you ever lovved someone so much that u just want to hug then and squeeze them in your arms? Yes, i have. Today we were talking outside on his porch and he held my hand the whole time. We havent kissed yet. I cant wait though. He just kissed me on the cheek once. Even that was big for me!!! I mean like it's such an overhelming feeling to be loved by someone you love too. But we play around sometimes. Once we were playing our DS together. it was so retarded becuz we were pictochatting but we were right next to eachother. We started busting out laughing. I shared a popsicle with him once. Gross right? well i was eating it and i didnt want it so he ate the rest. So necesssarily i dint eat off of him, he ate off of me. But i want Clifford more. I want him to eat off of me. or to hold my hand, or to pictochat me even when we're 2 inches away. I want him to paint my fingernails( yes, my boyfriend paints fingernails .....he does a good job though). I want Clifford. He doent seem to know ho much i want him. I would simply die if i dont get him. I love patrick very much. There is no doubt about it. but i want clifford. love is hard to have. I feel sorry fro Natalia though. Even though i shouldn't for what she had done to me. I dont know why i feel sorry for her. No, i feel sorry for Shakarra because sh wont be able to celebrate Mother's Day since her mom is in rehab. crying crying crying crying we both cried together on the phone. I mean i couldn't talk right. i was sobbing while talking so it sound like this : Karrrraaaa yaaaaaaa goooooooooonnn peeeeee awwight. u con cwy. ilwww pe tere. (Karra you gon be alright. u can cry. ill be there) LOL! but it was emotional. But when she cry i cry.
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