Well, you're Never gonna find It if you're looking for It.
[won't come yer way!]
Anou.....
This is a pointless quiz. One of those nothing-things, y'know? For fun. Whee.
*Life*
What is the last goal you accomplished? ....ahh....not failing my history quiz? D:
What are you looking forward to at the moment? Uhm....Buying new clothes. Chya. And....eating. I'd tres hungry.
Do you feel distant from others? Sometimes and occasionally, yes. =P
Do you spend a lot of time alone? I spend too much time alone. Harhar. =[
Do you ever feel "fake" when you laugh or smile? Sure do!
Are you able to enjoy an activity without any negative thoughts? ...Uhmm...rarely, but yeah.
What are some things that motivate you? Hmm.....Lemme get back to you on that.
*Physical Symptoms*
Describe your sleep: Well I can never sleep easily and I'm always moving and can't get comfy and when I do I have to move again and it takes a while even if I'm sleepy and I always wake up restless and dead and stuff. [...how can you wake up refreshed?....]
Is your relationship with food "abnormal" in any ways? Hm. Hmm hmm hmm. Yes. Actually. Sometimes I can't eat and I'm very picky and if I don't like the food [not really a meal....just stuff I find around the house, like leftovers or something] I starve rather than eat unless I give in and sometimes I eat much much more than your average pint-sized 15-year old. Oh and I average about 1 meal on weekdays. ...Is that abnormal? 'Cause I'm fine.
Do you feel tired or in slow motion? Allll the time. I mean, I can be happy and hyper and jumpy and stuff, but....I'm still always sleepy and restless even though I get a fair amount of sleep [last night and the night before that I had a lot! Seven hours!] ...As for slow motion....ehh...sometimes, yes. But I feel I've gotta rush a lot. [though I'm terribly slow at everything]
Do you feel good about how you look at times? Do you do anything about it? Sometimes I'm okay with how I look. But MOST of the time it's like....eww stay away from t3h mirrorz! ...I try to put on makeup and stuff but it doesn't really hide my hideous face D: Lul.
*Feelings*
If you could push a button, what would you make the world do? The world would never, ever listen to me. So screw that idea.
Name 3 people who really understand you: ........I gotta think on that one. I'll promise to get back to you but just forget later, 'kay?
Do you cry too much or too little? I'd say both.
If you were crying, would you seek comfort? I prefer to shut myself away from others; they don't need to feel that they've gotta comfort me and make me feel better and I want them to see me as happy Momo. Yay. [I'd feel bad if they felt bad for me 'cause....it's just me, guys. =/ ]
*Specifics*
Have you seen anyone for depression? Depression?...Oh, no. No way. I'm never going to, even if I have to. [not sayin' i'm depressed!]
Have you ever researched depression? Why? ......I have, truthfully, 'cause I was readin' stuff on the computer about symptoms and signs for diseases and such, and I had a few symptoms of this, a few symptoms of that, and s'more symptoms off all this other stuff, so I clicked on this and read about that, and so on....They just named a few symptoms, and when I got the full list of symptoms it was like....whooaa. I've gots lotsa them. And depression happened to be one of 'em. But, hey, that quiz I took that I found under the list of symptoms that said I could have "major depression" was most likely wrong. I'm just wayyy pessimistic. So yeah see I'm happy ^^
Do you take anti-depressants? Nahh.
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When was the last time you cried? Hm. 2-3 days ago. =] Wooshh!
Are you a very emotional person? I can be way emotional and I can also be totally unemotional and indifferent
Do you ever feel left out? When? Yes, I do. When....well, since peeps are gonna read this, I won't say =] [bad enough I'm takin this quiz ^^'']
Are you an introvert or somewhat outgoing? uhm....both. I think more introvert? Towards family? And more outgoing towards friends?
Do you ever have short/quick, angry outbreaks? Ooh like you wouldn't believe. D:
Do you hate anyone? Who and why? I do hate people. How can there be some people you don't not even dislike? And...Stereotypical jerks and stuff. Hate them. As for specific people....ehh...I'll keep to myself on that.
How useful do you feel to others? Very very very unuseful.
Do you think you're depressed? Why? I don't know how to properly answer this.....hmm...I'll just say 'depressed' is too strong a word. Chya.
Crisis
Are you ever picked on (adult or child)? By who and why? uhm that kid who like to threaten to kill me just to make others laugh? Who's always teasy-like? [i do hope he never again holds an exacto-knife up to my neck D:] ...does that count?...I guess there's more, but it's no problem, really.
Do you ever avoid mirrors because you were disgusted with your image? Lol. Ask Devin. [yes]
Has anyone close to you died recently? no....not close to me, at least.
Do you believe that your childhood was a ......a wha? uhm...no?
Do you ever feel left out or get ditched by? Yep.
How many good friends do you have? I dunno? A couple? <33 [iheartzthemz]
How many enemies do you have? uhm...I can't count at the moment. I shouldn't have many enemies, though.
Are you single? Nope. But my parents don't know that. Today when we was goin' out for new clothes [that's a first] I saw a shirt that said, "No Boyfriend, no problem." and my dad was all, "*laugh* I agree with that statement. You should get that shirt." and I had to lie and agree with him but I didn't get the shirt.
Do you want to find love? I think I've found it. Eureka.
Are your parents divorced, or are there any odd family arrangements? No and....odd family arragements? ahh...nuu? or...I dunno.
Are you labeled in a specific clique? I'm somehow sometimes labled as "emo". I guess it's my clothes. D: *just bought some colorfulz stuffz* <33 with happy designs! and pink!
Pain & Suffering [momo: oh lordy.]
Is there a loaded gun in your house? Do you have access to it? It's not loaded but yes I've access to it.
Have you ever inflicted pain on yourself? How? Chya mostly by accident but the ones on purpose weren't bad. I don't, like, cut or anything D:
How many personal ways of dieing have you ever thought about? Overdose. Bullet to head. Noose. Not that I'm thinking of committing suicide; I'm just sayin', if I were to commit suicide, if I were truly depressed and hated life [which i'm not and i don't, thank you] I'd do one of those. Most likely overdose, 'cause there's toooonnnns of pills everryywhere in this house.
Do you ever feel angry enough to kill somebody? Yup. [wut? dun't expect that of me?]
Do you ever feel guilty about miniscule things you've commited? Oh yes I do. D:
Do you cut? Nooo.
Do you ever really intend to end your life? Nope. [see not depressed]
Do you dream at night? If so, what about? weird stuff that I can't really remember and it's random and doesn't make sense and usually devin's in it and random friends of mine.
And ect...
Do you ever starve yourself? Sometimes. Not for long periods of time though. I'm always wayyy too hungry to do that.
Are you bi-polar? I wouldn't think so.
Do you like gore? If it's real enough. [like in movies D:]
Are your actions usually misconstrued by others? I believe they are.
Do you write poetry? Are you any good? No and definitely not.
Do you draw morbid things quickly? Kinda, yet not really. I would if I could draw, but I can't, so I don't. Drawings like that fascinate me. <3
What are you afraid of most? My fears. Which I'm not obliged to list; too many to even begin D:
Do you feel hopeless (about anything)? Pretty much everything.
Is your life repetative? Hmm. I don't tihnk...so....ehh..
Do people around you irritate you? yessss
Have you ever cried in public for no reason at all? I try not to. Like in math yesterday, I felt like bursting in tears for nooo reason when we got off track and Mr. M told funny stories and stuff. And I love when that happens.
Do you take any medications? What? No medications here.
Why do you wake up in the morning? Because I have to. On weekdays. On weekends, it's because something wakes me up. But I just let myself fall back asleep even if I got plenty of sleep 'cause I know there's nothing better to do on a weekend.
Another pointless quiz. T'was "given" to me. Lulz.
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