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PART 37:did not want this..but got it...
(after 2 years later)"i did not want a ruthless child...but he takes after his father.."firea says sadly and qietly while looking at dravin and then her son "he makes a fine boy..to be king some day"dravin says "yes..but he looks like my father..who was a good man....and lover..."firea says sadly "yes he sort of does..he has thi's eyes and shagy hair...but has the face of his beuatiful mother.."dravin says while looking at firea "yes but he has only the guts and strengh of his father...and that is you..dravin..."firea says and picks up here son and leaves the room "i was wrong to treat her this way.....my anrgry got in the way of my old self...now look at me..ruthless...a lier....and a ruthless king...and i have caused pain to people i use to love and know...even firea...."dravin says is greif (twenty minutes later)"shade!!come here!!"firea says "what!!!do you want!!!"shade says (shade is firea's son)"did you kill all the birds that your nanny gave you??"firea says while pointing at the poor dead birds "yes...what they were not speaking to me!!!...and i hate you!!!!"shade says and runs off again *firea leans against a wall and sits and cries*"....i don't want to live anymore....my son hates me....whai is gone forever....i have nothing that i can really love...i wish whai was hear to help make me better...i wish i could make everything go away....i wish i could just go in a hole and stay there for the rest of my life...."firea sobs (two hundered and fifty miles away whai stands on a hill and watches his childern play)"whai you seem sadden by not see..you know who for more that 5 years..."whai's wife says "yes i am marina....i am sad of the mistakes i did..like not going after firea....and letting my whole family crubble to ashes...."whai says "yes..i am sorry but you now have three childern and firea is your past not future...me and your kids are.."marina says "no...."whai mubbles "what did you say??"marina says confused "i said yeah your right.....no i did not see that!!!i turned my back on firea!!i left her for you!!!and you only try to erase her from my merory!!!well marina that is not going to happen!!!i will always remember and love her more than you!!!!!"whai says so madly he punches the tree witch falls over from the punch "well i never!!!....i am taking the kids and leaving forever!!!!if you can't let her go you can't have me!!!!or you three dauthers!!!"marina says madly and gets the kids "mom i don't want to leave father!!i am staying here!!!"jade says while not moving "come on jaden and fannira!!say bye to your little sister!!!!"marina says and grabs jaden and fannira by the hands and leaves "bye sis..."fannira and jaden says as they will never see each other again "father!!!"jade says and runs to whai "go...your mother is waiting..."whai says "no i belong here!!!i want to say with you!!!not mother and all her unreasonable rules!!!"jade says "very well but she will come back...." (at 12:00 aclock in the morning)" a sliver day of gold is not like a road..it shimmers with shine but is not mine...the road stays still like when a hunter has killed....that was the last poem i heard from whai..."firea says in her mind and drifts off to sleep in confort of whai's words "the day i saw my love flash before my eyes ..was when i was hipotized...that is how firea makes me feel and that is what i will know forever..."