Hello my people-peeps!
I'm extremely bored, so here's something I saw on a tee-shirt at the mall a few days ago.
I
heart
boys SHOES!!
lol Okay. So my friend Joy, she got caught three-way-calling with me and her boyfriend, Brownie. She's in BOG trouble, and I'm not. I can easily cry to get out of things, so I'm off the hook. But this time, I cried because I thought maybe i would get in trouble. Usually, I'd fake-cry, but I didn't. I told the truth, and am happy. But I'm beginning to think of Joy less and les as one of my close friends. Even though we've known each other since kindergarden, she's been acting up lately. Like when she's with her other friends, and I'm around too, she'll ignore me and call me a freak and say mean things to me and about me. She'll be going back to public school this Fall, and I think public school has had a lot of impact o her life. Also, a week ago today, in the middle of bible study, she turned around and said loud enough for a few people to hear, "Why don't you like Janelle?!" Janelle is one of her "friends" who she hangs out with and says bad things to me. That night after Bible Study at the coffee shop (where all the teens hang out including me and my friends) she told me and my "geek squad" to go away and leave her alone so she could talk *gossip* to Janelle. But here's the thing. When I'm alone with her, it's totally different! We play, hang out, talk, watch movies, read the latest issue of Brio! or J14 and just be like best friends again! I'm questioning if she should be my best friend, or even close friend anymore. But she does need me for some things. One time when she was in a fight with her mom, she came over to my house holding a stuffed dog and crying. We watched a movie and ate cookies all day. I even let her eat all the ice-cream we had! (That's a big thing for me to do BTW) So I think I should stay friends with her, but not bff's or anything like that. I can't wait for the school tallent show. Joy and I are going to sing, and I'm going to play the guitar. It'll be fun. AND my best guy friend (And secret crush) will be there to hear me sing and play for the first time!!!! YAY!
Well, I have to go work on my paper due tomorrow! Bye for now!
Life of a big kid,
Rae <3
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