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gone with the wind
Today i woke up and my mom was running around the house she came in my room and told me that my grams time was soon gone and that the nurses are predicting her death today. the day went by slow my mom was at hospice along with her siblings, ministers and her boyfriend. my brother was asleep and i was all alone for most of the day around 4:00 pm my mother called i could hear she that she has been crying by the tone of her voice and that's when she said it. "Grandma's in heaven now" she said it so calmly and then it hit me she was gone. i knew this day was coming for months and yet i wasn't prepared i didn't think at all i froze and began to cry i thought i would be stronger but i guess i couldn't help it. it was a force stronger then me it was death. tomorrow is probably her service that she already pre-planned she's being cremated and put into a white box with white ribbons and a cross and will be buried next to my gramps <3 i love her so much she's been there for me and now she's gone. I'm sad yet numb and clueless my brother David is driving in from Syracuse to go to hospice and then they'll be home but who knows when that will be. I chose this title "Gone with the wind" because it was my grams favorite movie. i seen her the day before yesterday she was out of it, very quite and sleeping for most of the time she barely knew what was happening but at the same time she did. my niece's birthday is may second and my sister is getting her dedicated the Sunday afterwards and we told my grams and she cracked a smile. My grandma was devoted to god and there is no doubt in my mind that she is upstairs in heaven back in my grandfather's arms and may they rest in peace <3
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