Okay this is not a good thing but I'm letting it out anyways. Okay a lot of people already know that I have always had a fear of dying alone without anyone to love. Well here's the thing about that. Even though I'm with the greatest guy on earth, I feel like he'll leave me. But it's not just that.
See I believe that every guy I date will cheat on me. It's not the guys that cause this thought. It's myself because I feel that I'm not even good enough to be loyal to and that someone would just stay with me because they are sympathetic to me. So when I'm not being cheated on I'm very surprised but I'm left wondering when I will be and so then I go into a constant chaos of depression.
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Undo the strings attaching me to myself
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