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I never liked boys. Not like other girls do, at least. For me, they're just guys, nothing sexy about 'em. Just guys, that's all.
What really gets me is that all the other girls think I should hook up with one of the guys at school or at work. And they, the girls, still haven't noticed that I don't like men, like, at all. Don't get me wrong, guys are always good for a laugh or to mess around with while the teacher ain't looking, but I just don't feel like I should go around screwing them. So that's where I am I guess, lesbian freak in school, but still undiscovered by the popular girls who travel around in packs.
There's only one guy who I would even think about screwing, and that's my best friend Keith. He's a drama student, and he can always make me laugh. That's probably the only reason I would have if I was interested in a guy, that they can make me laugh. I love funny people, the kind that can just make you roll on the floor holding your sides together. I swear I almost choked on my sandwich on time at lunch while talking with Keith. But that's the only guy.
Then there's Hyna. She's been my best and most trusted friend since kindergarden, and she knows about me a guys. To be honest, she doesn't care, and I'm real glad about that. Hyna's stuck with me through good times and bad, and I wouldn't trade her fro the world. She's taller then me, unlike Keith whose wide and kinda squishy. Hyna's alway got her hair in a new style, and she's very outspoken about everything. She's got these bright chocolaty eyes that are always glued to a book. She's great to talk with, and not afraid to be real with people. I love that about her.
Now, I don't love love Hyna, she's like my sister. She's been with me since before I knew the word sexuality, and I can't even think of her being anything but a sister to me.
Then there's May. She's from Columbia, in South America (of course). And she left school a year ago, taking with her my other friend Ruby. May was very strong, kinda cold when she would write or talk to annoying people, and really funny. She has this sick sense of humor, that kind that when someone gets smacked around they laugh, you know? Anyway, she was a really good friend of mine, and good company on the long bus ride home. Me and her would share a seat, get out our sketch books and start on these steamy sense with vampires and such in them. It was always a lot of fun, actually.
Ruby, on the other hand, was very sweet. She was hyper at times, but funny and kind hearted most of the time. I feel bad for saying this, but she wasn't as pretty as May and Hyna are. She had kinda bad teeth, and her eyes were set under a low brow, but she was so cute when she gave you this happy little smile she has. I miss her, because she was the person who first showed me what it was like to be okay with your sexuality. She loved people and girls especially. I'll never forget Ruby for that fact.
So, these people were all well and good. I started the new school year in the familiar and rather boring routine that students become accustom to. My math teacher, Mr. Bakish was his usual sarcastic self, and he was still a very good teacher. My english teacher, Ms. Sim, was her loud and hot-headed self, much to my approval. The science teacher, Mr. Roycosh was his strangely energetic self and I was learning more in his class now that I was focusing on getting a good grade. The only difference was that my history teacher, Miss Rose Patterson (who was strict, tough as nails, strong willed and the most inspiring and brilliant person I have ever met in my life) was replaced by Ms. Somintons, who couldn't hold a candle to Ms. Patterson.
But even through this disturbing and annoyingly ignorant change, the year started off normally as ever. Well... it did, until I turned around in Art3 and fell in love.
 Ninja Night Kitten · Sat Apr 12, 2008 @ 05:04am · 0 Comments |
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