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Drowning in my tears,
Deaf from my screams,
Blinded by what I feel...

The aches and pains come back
Just to make the feeling suffocate.
I now need to learn how to breathe
Once again for I have lost my soul...

I don't know how to love,
I don't know how to breathe.
Without your touch I am lost.

Stuck between both worlds:
The feelings of mine and the real world..
My feelings says it's love...
The world says it's a game...

I try to avoid him day after day
But he finds me and drags me away....
Whispering words that make me feel happy
To only learn the world is telling me different.

His kiss is healing,
But his words are painful....
My love is confusing...
For he never speaks to me anymore...

Hiding inside of myself is the only place to go...
In the real world he waits for me day after day...
I just want to make him happy while I am in tears
Of my own for the same loss he is sharing with me...

I am lost between both worlds..
And I sit here and cry out to anyone passing by in either...