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My final AP exams with my teachers sad Math was good. I kept skipping the same two problems every time I went through it XD But I think I got one of them right b/c Erika had the same answer. Civics was good, too. I only had to skip 2. 19 was the worst, though. ARGH. Usually, on every single one of the tests, I end up skipping 18 because it's some beastly question that I can't figure out, but not this time. Oh no. 18 was easy. 19 was insane. I didn't know what party Reagan or Carter belonged to! Process of elimination + guesswork = a possible right answer? lol. And the essay was a breeze. I got to spend much of the exam time doing just what I wanted ^_^ I finished way early, way before I actually turned the exam in, but I know people sometimes stress when someone turns the exam in really early. *cough* Spanish 3.
I was laughing by the end of the exam time because, inspired by my old TekTeks and recent events, I had a drawing idea and it came out decent...except the legs and feet are too big (but they're so good I can't bear to erase them). lmao. Remember Super Baker? Goes along the same lines. Cape + mask + school uniform (I was feeling a little uncreative) - saddle o's. But there's D socks ^_^
SATURDAY IS EVIL crying One more stupid test -.- But then there's AMC so I might actually get out of the house, yay! The parade is Sunday, but I don't think we're going owing to ppl being ill and whatnot. I'm really disappointed. I've missed the last two years for STUPID stuff (bowling tournament and WEDDING SHOWER OF DOOM). I wanted to go see Mr. Caire and my old old times a zillion bff. HA, like she'd be glad to see me rolleyes She was one of the first ones to realize that I'm not a very good friend.
We sang some fun songs for sight-reading practice today ^_^ Some things about Kwanzaa, Suzy Snowflake, and Irish-ness! It was awesomeness >.<
"And when Irish eyes are smiling, sure, they steal your heart away"
~nepie
How come the day I got a decent amount of sleep, had only one exam, and ate a decent lunch, I was starving during choir and almost passed out during practice, but today, with little sleep, two difficult exams, and just a small snack beforehand, choir was a breeze? I wasn't sleepy or hungry. In fact, I just realized that I never had lunch, and it's almost 5:00. And I'm not even hungry. What is that? That makes no sense!!
why can't my parents just LEAVE ME ALONE? My mom was YELLING at me because I still don't know where I'm going. Because I don't seem to be making any effort to figure it out. WTF?! She doesn't even REALIZE how much I think about it. I can't believe her. I just wish people would stop HARASSING me about it! I. DON'T. KNOW. period. I'm not like everyone else, with a dream school and s**t, or only one reasonable opportunity. No. The most indecisive, foolish, and STUPID person ends up with a choice. Why couldn't I have just been normal?
oh, so NOW she's going to stand up for me? "Do you want her to go someplace and be miserable?" By pushing me, that's exactly what will happen! It doesn't matter. How am I going to be happy? I picked DHS, and it's not helping my happiness. It's KILLING it. My parents are being obnoxiously annoying about this. My dad loves Purdue to death, my mom's getting overly worried, and they're coming at me from both sides. Happy?? Ha. Not when I'm leaving my friends, everyone I care about. Not when I know they won't be coming to the same place. Not when the closest I can be is 6 hours away, and that's too far. I'm going to be stripped of my friends AGAIN and thrown into a completely new environment all ALONE. Not to mention my disabling shyness. college is a ******** ridiculous idea for me.
that was close. my mother almost could've caught what I did the other night. I'm amazed she didn't. The dumbest thing I could do right now is cut, so what the hell happens? I break for thirty seconds. A ******** eternity for me at present. And I'd been so good about it for months and months and months, like...August maybe was the last time I gave in, I think. So 7 months. Old habits die hard, but this one has got to go.
 nepie · Thu Mar 13, 2008 @ 09:27pm · 0 Comments |
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