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[12:22] xIrisNovemberx: Okay...should I start all the way back in kindergarden?
[12:22] xXxGeexX39: mmhmm
[12:23] xIrisNovemberx: Okay. So I wen to Little Bird Preschool or something.
[12:23] xIrisNovemberx: They put stamps on your papers if you did stuff right.
[12:23] xIrisNovemberx: I know I lost my first tooth in kindergarten..
[12:24] xIrisNovemberx: And my best friend (and the only one I remember...) was Erica. She plays soccer on Brunsiwck now I think, so I got to see her a couple of times during the MTA season.
[12:24] xIrisNovemberx: Um...
[12:25] xIrisNovemberx: We watched a paleontology movie, and I decided then that instead of being a ballerina when I grew up, I wanted to dig up some ol' dinosaur bones...>_>
[12:25] xIrisNovemberx: (and maybe do a little circus shows on the side.)
[12:25] xIrisNovemberx: Yepp..
[12:25] xIrisNovemberx: That's all of preschool..
[12:26] xIrisNovemberx: I don't remember a lot from elementary besides my being best friends with Mariah up until second grade or so, before switching to Kim until the end of fifth grade. Then Kim and I haven't spoken a word to eachother since..
[12:27] xIrisNovemberx: I remember the first, second, and fourth grade teachers yelled at me a lot.
[12:27] xXxGeexX39: peluso
[12:27] xXxGeexX39: ?
[12:27] xIrisNovemberx: No, Morris.
[12:28] xIrisNovemberx: So I was stupid in the lower grades. Then I was super smart from third to fifth grade. Everyone was asking me what to do, and I was chosen second only to Laura, which used to piss me off a lot... >_>
[12:29] xIrisNovemberx: Hm...
[12:29] xIrisNovemberx: I was in GT (reading) for fourth grade or something with Calli Tufts and some other people. It was boring as hell.
[12:30] xIrisNovemberx: I got teased a lot
[12:30] xIrisNovemberx: Then middle school.
[12:30] xIrisNovemberx: Sixth grade. Met you guys. Didn't know Valerie's name for six months cuz I kept forgetting..
[12:32] xIrisNovemberx: Hum... felt closest to you for a long time in our group, because I knew you the longest. Eventually got closer to Valerie, and I always kind of knew Shelby.
[12:32] xIrisNovemberx: Sixth grade was nice.
[12:32] xIrisNovemberx: Got good grades.
[12:33] xIrisNovemberx: Got teased some, and it hurt more because I still gave a s**t about what others said to me.
[12:34] xIrisNovemberx: You know that when I was little, I used to cry out of frustration whenever my homework was too hard or it was too late at night? Wonder where that went... >_>
[12:34] xIrisNovemberx: OH!
[12:34] xIrisNovemberx: I did a lot of plays in elementary, my most infamous one being Gretal in Hansel and Gretal with Malcolm... <_< >_>
[12:35] xIrisNovemberx: Can't really remember seventh grade..
[12:35] xIrisNovemberx: Oh wait.. I didn't like seventh grade very much....
[12:35] xIrisNovemberx: sad
[12:35] xXxGeexX39: why?
[12:37] xIrisNovemberx: Cuz I was unhappy all the time and cried to my Language Arts teacher twice and once to Mrs. Larsen because I got so frustrated and never did anything right. (And I'm only telling you this because I've gotten over it and can laugh >_> wink
[12:37] xIrisNovemberx: Eighth grade.
[12:37] xIrisNovemberx: NO MORE CRYING!
[12:37] xIrisNovemberx: ******** THAT!
[12:37] xIrisNovemberx: (swearing came in)
[12:37] xIrisNovemberx: Hum..Jenny locked me out of the house a lot.
[12:37] xIrisNovemberx: I didn't do any more plays.
[12:38] xIrisNovemberx: My grades were all A's until the fourth quarter, where I got two B's I think.
[12:38] xIrisNovemberx: I also got my first C test.
[12:38] xIrisNovemberx: In Math!
[12:38] xIrisNovemberx: I opened up to people more.
[12:39] xIrisNovemberx: Wore more black.
[12:39] xIrisNovemberx: Fought against people who were mean to me or others.
[12:40] xIrisNovemberx: But I was angry all the time. Like maybe a caged lion? I didn't know why, it just kind of vibrated through me and I couldn't calm myself down.
[12:40] xIrisNovemberx: And we had a lot of drama.
[12:40] xIrisNovemberx: I hated DJ for the LONGEST TIME.
[12:41] xIrisNovemberx: Even though I thought it was pathetic that he apologized to me in Spanish in high school, looking back on it, I'm lad he did. It was too tiring trying to hate someone.
[12:41] xIrisNovemberx: *glad
[12:41] xIrisNovemberx: So all my grades went downhill...
[12:41] xIrisNovemberx: Oh wait! I wrote off Jordan in eighth grade!
[12:42] xIrisNovemberx: Well, Shelby V. left and it just kind of depressed me.. That you all weren't the "Harpswell Three" anymore. And there was always that empty space.
[12:43] xIrisNovemberx: So I was kind of glad we started sitting at bigger tables, and eventually adopted Jordan.
[12:44] xIrisNovemberx: I used to pretend to be cheery all the time back then, even if I wasn't, because sometimes all of you were really down in the dumps.
[12:44] xIrisNovemberx: Anyway, high school.
[12:44] xIrisNovemberx: No classes with Jordan OR Valerie...
[12:45] xIrisNovemberx: I was so scared of high school because I was scared of college. Going to high school was kind of a for warning to me.
[12:45] xIrisNovemberx: But after a couple of weeks, I got over it.
[12:45] xIrisNovemberx: Hm...
[12:46] xIrisNovemberx: Befriended Ry-Ry since we were in almost all classes with eachother. Chatted in Study Hall and Art a lot.
[12:46] xIrisNovemberx: For the most part, the first half of high school was okay.
[12:47] xIrisNovemberx: And Shelby M. introduced me to onemanga.com!
[12:47] xIrisNovemberx: So then I had another reason not to do homework!
[12:48] xIrisNovemberx: And then not much else I think..
[12:48] xIrisNovemberx: Well, there was a lot of drama.
[12:48] xIrisNovemberx: But I guess I just didn't let it get to me?
[12:48] xIrisNovemberx: Or purposely blocked it out.
[12:49] xIrisNovemberx: Which isn't very healthy, I suppose. Especially when I kept it all inside..
[12:49] xIrisNovemberx: twisted
[12:49] xXxGeexX39: >_>
[12:49] xIrisNovemberx: Did that entertain you?
[12:49] xXxGeexX39: it did actually, it was all very intrestng

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