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I'm Lucifer the fallen angel, I am not bad or evil. I was just cast aside because those around me didn't like me nor my views. As such they planned against me to bestow upon me the title of the Devil aka "master of evil". But does it really make me evil not to bend to the whim of other on thing's that aren't right just because it's commonly thought to be fine?

I live in this same way. All my life I've been the bad with everything and the cause of all evil. I've been cast aside by the common folk and dubbed evil for not being like them or seeing like them. The only reason I'm alive seems to be to absorb other's pain, so everyone but me can live happily. But why should my life be forsaken for there good? Why should the life of someone truely good be forsaken so those who commit all sorts of sin's be set free?

This is not right. But as I am only human, there is nothing I am allowed to do. All power has been taken and all ability to even defend my body, name and reputation stricken from me. I am one of no doubt many out there, that have been silenced.

I see the only way to free myself within death's loving embrace. However even this path is unavailable to one who cannot die.

Maybe if I live out my life entirely void of people however, there may be a slight hope for me to get by less scathed then I would no doubt become.

I'm sorry to have make this so long for anyone that would bother to read it. But it hold's most true for my life and maybe later I will bring some updates to it.