I have to wonder why no one gets on anymore. I wonder what would happen if I didn't check my mail for three days....would I get more messages? I think I have an overactive attention need.
Shikamaru: Yes but you have reason.
Naruto: What's her reason?
Me: You can tell them if you want Shikamaru.
Kiba: Yeah, tell us.
Shikamaru: Her need for attention is a lot like your need Naruto. You didn't get enough as a younger child.
Naruto: But I didn't have parents to give it to me, she did.
Shikamaru: While that may be, that doesn't mean they gave it to her.
Me: They honestly just gave me food and a roof over my head.
Naruto: I had to do that myself.
Me: Alright Naruto tell me, who is your parent figure?
Naruto: Iruka-sensei, what about you?
Me: Myself.
Kiba: I don't understand. How can you be your own parent figure?
Shikamaru: Because anyone who could have been a parental figure wasn't.
Me: The teachers showed no hope of being one for me.
Shikamaru: This is why she wants to become a psychiatrist.
Naruto: To help people?
Me: To be a parental figure to someone who needs it.
Shikamaru: And to please people.
Kiba: Wow...
Naruto: You're a lot like me Ashely.
Me: But different all the same.
(7:50 pm) EDIT: Well no one has gotten on for a long while and I guess I'll do what I decided to do, just to see what happens. I'll be here to update I just won't be checking my mail, profile comments, or anything that involves that. That includes forum talking.
Naruto: So you'll update your journal entries but won't check your mail.
Me: pretty much.
Shikamaru: She needs to see something.
Me: yep.
Kiba: what are you going to see?
Me: well three things. 1: if people even notice my absence
Shikamaru: 2 if they even care
Me: Yep and 3 if they read my journal to see what's going on.
Naruto: That sounds a little concieted
Me: I was assured today that it was not.
Shikamaru: Well I'm sure the guy didn't mean this but...okay
Me: Well still. It will be for three days and everyday I'll update how many new messages I have gotten. Then at the end of the three days I'll total up all the messages, profile comments, and journal comments to see.
Naruto: Oh that makes sense.
Kiba: Well I hope it all goes well.
Naruto: When are you starting?
Me: tommorow. At the end of the night I'll see how many messages I have and I'll post.
Kiba: And you'll continue this for three days?
Me: yep. So if you people don't know what's going on start reading my journal.
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