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Release me from your spell of love cupid
how could i possibly love him when she loves him too
how could i so cruely hurt the only one who has ever understood me other than him
Why is love so cruel to me i ask you what did i do to deserve this "I'd forgive you she says. If you end up with him" but would i be able to forgive myself is all i can think
I crave for his touch but it is forbidden to me
I don't want to hurt her but i don't want to live without him
perhaps its just some crush i'll get over but how can i think that when the feelings are so strong
i fear that he knows the secret i'm trying to keep
he doesn't know i love him and i know he doesn't love her but does he love me
i want to tell him the truth but am afraid of being scorned but is it worth keeping the secret
he knows i have a secret that i refuse to tell him but the pain in his eyes when i am silent is the worst pain i've ever felt
I have to tell him even if it means i wil be scorned for it is better than the pain in his eyes