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I am, it's true. I've come to this conclusion. I must be. Because On monday, Toby dropped me like a sack of potatos... Wut's worse, it was for one of my best friends... domokun domokun domokun and to think i was going to let that b***h move in!!! domokun domokun domokun Never again. Never again will I open my heart like that. I knew I wasn't ready to date that soon after Craig, but I told myself I would, because He was different. He loved me back. He wasn't a faker like Craig was.... I lied. crying crying crying gonk scream stare I jsut can't believe it... am i really that ugly?? was I really that bad of a GF? Saterday, everything was fine. Sunday, we didn't talk because I was gone, and monday, he calls me durring skool to tell me it's over. WTF?!?!? I want to die... i hate it. I keep going into these terrible lapses... I have done some things that i'm not very proud of.... i've started writing dark poetry... it's just not me... jeezus. I'm falling apart. And this friday, he's coming to stay with me. I'd love it if this whole week were just a bad dream, and on friday, I wake up again in the arms of the one I love so much.... *crawls into a corner, and sobbs*

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