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I accept all the things you said, and you know I didn't break up with you for her...

I'm afraid that anything I say will only upset you further...

so please try to understand anything I say...

you know I would never try to hurt you intentionally...

I don't know what to say...

and I doubt that I will ever know what to say...

so...

yeah... I wont lie to you... you know that.....

If you read this I would suggest that you stop reading my journals

because I won't stop talking about her...

and i'm sorry for all the pain I have and will ever cause you...

but what'd done is done and I can't... won't take any of it back...

I really do wish that I could still be friends with you...

and... my heart.... you may do with it as you wish...

bury it... keep it... sell it... save it...

as I said do with it as you please...

and Rebecca... this is one of the reasons that I expect you to slap me...

or run away... or.... stop talking to me.... or ask me to go away....