So ya nothing but drama…without drama my life would be pointless – it’s a love hate relationship I think ^.~ But in general I am scared of the new semester at school…I dunno if I will like the classes or how much work is involved or how stressed out I will because of writers craft. I am also not looking forward to the people. I tend to b***h about people to other people to stop myself from bitching to the direct person but people don’t like this...and they get pissy. Honestly when I am mad at someone I tell someone else to get it off my chest, that’s it. Not to start gossip or rumors…I dunno..I want to change many things about myself but they never seem to work.
Also, Kirk told me he is thinking of doing night crew full time around the end of February…this is good. More money, a lot more..but I will only get to see him once a week for a few hours – this isn’t enough for me. I need him all the item as much as I can, he keeps me stable and balanced and happy, without I dunno..I will get stressed and emo. I shouldn’t rely on him so much but I can’t seem to help it. I will do my best! I will have a positive attitude, be happy for him and make it work! I can do this!
To add onto this I am getting my wisdom teeth out in a couple weeks – THANK GOD! My ******** teeth are killing me! So ******** sensitize to heat and cold too…piss me off >.< I can’t even eat ice cream! Blarg! Bad part….I’m gonna miss up to a whole week of school! ******** it..after the weekend recovery I shall drag my a** back to school! Lol We’ll see ^.~
That’s my drama update for now..talk to everyone later!
 Tama is in my Soul · Sun Feb 03, 2008 @ 02:35am · 0 Comments |
