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ok, for a long time ive felt as if nothing has ever gone right. every time something good happened to me something worse took it away, and i got sick of it.

but it couldnt last.

i have a girlfriend now and nothing could have turned my life around better. even the bad things dont seem as bad anymore. things are finally going right. so right that a part of me expects the fall again. but untill now there was a few things i never really understood (as follows)

first: Love. and only a few can truly say what love is. it cant be just a feeling but a full emotion that can change even the worst of emo's to the happiest person on earth. it is way too complicated to truly describe without actually feeling it.

second: the term Theres someone for everyone. I always figured this was an optomist atempting to cheer someone up origionally, but as far as you know, there may be someone who is exactly who could yang your yin (another term i heard.....)

Finally: love comes when you least expect it.
never doubt that you will find love. if you cant get love, but you still want to date, then dont date for just love but to just meet people.
or just stop dating altogether, but not by saying i wont date, just dont look for it.


The way i feel is imposible to describe but nobody should be without it.
domokun domokun

( heart to my girl. for no one matters more to me.)