pirate what has this world come to when people go into chats that are obviously for fans and tell those abid fans that this thing (whatever it is that they like) "sucks a**" i mean my first reaction was, well i'm going to go kill those little f****** that made fun of Kurt. but now i'm just thinking, boy, that's said. people have so little to do that they'd go out of their way to make fun or put down something that has nothing to do with them. and yeah, i did it when i was younger but i've seen the evil, and stupidity of my ways. sure i still tease about it but only to people i know won't take it seriously, because you know what? it shouldn't matter, but it does. ugh i can't even express it but it sucks, it really does, to have countless people dump on your idol. because he is. kurt is my idol. his music was there when i was lonely, and when i went through my lacky/follower stage he was the only one i could trust (because some friends aren't what you think they are, and they say different things behind closed doors than too your face) and when i started wearing black and listening to screaming on the radio. he was there, as strong a symbol to me as he was when i was younger and naive, and too willing to believe there was good in people, that one just couldn't see.
although i guess i'm still that niave little girl, i still believe there's good in people, though sometimes what i say contradicts that, but what you say never really matters does it, because people will always misinterprit you how they see fit.
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