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I hate every part of me....

I wish this feeling would go away.
I want to be who I use to be, I find that I've lost interest in things I once loved doing. And I feel so Lonely all the time... its getting annoying.
I offen think of ending it all... but I can't... I'm too much of a coward and can not bring myself to hurting me.

But now that AX is over, there is nothing to look foward to, and life has gone back to the way it was. I work. I sit at home.

I Hate myself.
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