Christmas this year rocked more than any christmas I've ever had! Now the main reason I won't tell unless the person who made it that reason says I can (If you don't know who you are well...here's a hint...the blue bow...if you don't get that then...well I'll just tell you in a message.)
Now I got many things I wanted this year so that was cool. I got a ton of clothing too so that was good. Now off of Christmas, I'm moving onto New Years. This year I should be able to go to my friend Ryan's to shoot off fireworks and such so that'll be cool. After new years comes school...which means sem. finals...ugh. But the good thing is I get to see my boyfriend when we get back and I'm going to try something that yes even though I've done it before without all the billions of butterflies in my stomach, has put butterflies in my stomach just thinking about it. I mean I've been the first to do it with every one of my boyfriends but this feels very different.
What I want to do is give my boyfriend a kiss. Now with my ex who I dated for a year I was the first to initiate something like that but I didn't feel embarassed about it and now I won't feel embarassed just...shy...which for me...is not quite normal. I do know that it means I have deep feelings for my boyfriend which I've known all along. I will ask him probably before I do anything because I want to make sure it's okay with him.
God now the friggen butterflies in my stomach are making me hungry. I'll end this journal entry for now but I'll be back later probably...maybe.
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