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Loneliness
Loneliness
Loneliness
No I'm not lonely, I was just doing that for fun! So you don't have to worry about me!
I feel so horrible about myself. I feel like I'm not a good friend. I insult you then say "I'm just kidding!" But sometimes I feel like you guys don't take the "just kidding" part with you. So I feel horrible. And I feel horrible for being pushy. Like forcing you to do something you don't want to do.
I also feel horrible for making Raito ask Mai-chan out. To me it seems like you're not ready yet, Mai-chan! You said it feels akward...and I was the one forcing you into all of this!
I want you guys to tell me to stop doing anything that you don't want me to do anymore.
I can't even cheer up my own friends! If I even try to cheer someone up I make everything worse...just like with Miyuki-chan.
I feel so horrible!
Please forgive me! *bow*
I will stop being emo now, because I probably am hurting you by doing this! Well I'll start talking about my day now!
Well in L.A. once I entered into the classroom and got ready to sit in my seat.
Gaylen comes up and shoots my leg, really close to my butt, with a peice of paper.
I went, "OOOW!" Then I glared at him very evily.
At lunch...Well you guys know what happened.
But Naruto-kun was sad! Why was he sad? I was too lazy to go up to him and cheer him up because I suck! GAD! *slaps self* I'm so self centered.
Welp in the bus I was walking down to go in my seat.
And the 7th grade girl that called me and Shannon bitches before said, "Right there! Right there!"
She poked me in my place.
The place where I have not been deflowered.
My place that shows everyone that I am definitley female.
She poked me.
It was so sudden.
It felt weird.
Very weird.
I just stared at her weirdly and walked to the other side of the bus with Shannon.
Did you know that "Kiba" is a bad word in Korean?
My mom will never tell me what it means.
On the bus I was showing Shannon my planners pictures.
Because on every day that has passed, I drew a drawing for Saturday and Sunday.
Then other people saw it and started looking at it.
I was like..."O_o"
In History Mrs. Schmidt asked me if I could bring more drawings to show her.
I always act shy and innocent around teachers.
So she said, "You're so shy and cute!"
In my head I was like, "Really?"
Though you can't trust adults.
They would say that to anyone.
I'm supposed to be writing letters for my family in Minnesota but I forgot the last person I'm supposed to write to!
Wow tommorow's the last day before Christmas break! I'm so excited! I get to play the new Naruto games I have! And get presents from everyone else!
So happy~!
*see? I'm so selfish*
I'm going to go now...
BYEBYE!!!
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