Well, Life has been bad with the drama and everything thats going on. It really
sucks to know that someone out there just hates your guts and wants you dead.
I'm Ok with being made fun of. I'm OK with people talking behind my back. I'm OK
if I die or become suicidel(or however you spell it) It just i don't want to start
anymore Drama. I'm to much of a drama Queen. So, from now on, in R.L. I will be
quiet and shut up and not talk as much gossip unless it is something good. I know
right form wrong. Sure i made mistakes in the past, were in perfect. I'm never
going to be perfect, no one will be.
I have an addiction, I'm addicted to Love. I have weird crushes that last for about
a week and then i don't like that person anymore, and move on. I never stop to
think about who they really are or ask myself the question "Why do I like him?"
I've always wounderd what it was like to be loved, i never was loved by a guy. No
one loves me, They like me. I want people to LOVE me like they would a brother or
sister. I'm not being concited, I just want to die knowing that I wa loved by people
more then my Family, so i can pass on a Happy Person.
Many of you might think I'm just short and that I'm fat or whatever. Talk s**t
about me all you want, your only hurting yourself. Something happend to me last
year that changed my popularity. It was just on one rummor, that was true. It was
all my fault but i did have one friend who stuck by me, at least until she heard a
FAULSE rummor. I had no friends and cried in my sleep and i wanted to strangle
that girl that did that, but i didn't. And i'm NOT going to be the person who gonna
bring a gun to school and kill people out of anger.
I going to learn to be silent
Little_Mishie Community Member 
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