I went to Acrotex for a lock in and my body is in total pain. I woke up and could barely walk. It sucks but that's not all that sucks (not perverted to anyone who reads this !) Anyways I had a long night last night. Everything that went on was hectic and I was tired and depressed a lot of the night. Wel at least my friends were there and my ex wasn't. (He's not why I was depressed...he's just out to kill me) My feet are killing me and I haven't gotten up from the computer in three hours...it's pretty damn comfortable.
Well I told the guy I've had a crush on that I liked him last night. I can say it went how I expected it to be honest but doesn't mean I was happy with the result. But i will accept it and keep going. The thing that sucks and most people don't know is the guy I liked I've liked ever since meeting him. I mean I did love my boyfriend but I can't say I didn't like the guy I like now. Which means I've liked him for a year and a half. Oh well that's okay....I've been through things like this and I'll be fine. At least he took it calmly and didn't freak. He acctually tried to make it normal...but that wasn't too easy.
Wow a lot went on in 8 hours from 10 pm to 6 am. Probably the longest thing of my life yet the shortest. I will say it was well worth it and I kept to my promise to myself and a few others.
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