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Well, I didn't sleep at all last night. I went to bed right after a phone call gone bad? Well, at least I tried to goto bed. I fell asleep on the couch, then managed to get stabbed by the table well I rolled halfway off, then I readjusted myself, and the damn phone rang...for a scheduled event...so I was like "Fuuuuuuucccc......kit."
So I walked to my bedroom and plopped down onto it's soothing mattress, but I still couldn't go back to sleep..... And my stomach started killing me....
I felt hungry, yet, I didn't feel like eating. My body is starving and yet, my mind won't let me eat. The site of food today makes me want to vomit. And, yesterday, my chest starting to get a pain like right where my heart it, (not an emotional pain) a real pain, like something was going wrong inside my body. and yet, I have nowhere to turn. I guess when my relatives come to see how I'm doing, and they notice the door is locked, and noone will answer at 1 in the afternoon or whenever, they'll find my lifeless corpse, propped against the couch, grasping my chest where the pain in my chest once was. It's a terrible pain, it's not to common, but not at all rare, in my case. Just imagine, breathing normally, and suddenly when you take in another breath, it's like once of your ribs is trying to peirce your lung. The only way I seem to get rid of the pain, is to target my fist right where the pain is located, and jab myself in the chest, it usually leaves me breathless but, the pain disappates(sp?)
So I walked to my bedroom and plopped down onto it's soothing mattress, but I still couldn't go back to sleep..... And my stomach started killing me....
I felt hungry, yet, I didn't feel like eating. My body is starving and yet, my mind won't let me eat. The site of food today makes me want to vomit. And, yesterday, my chest starting to get a pain like right where my heart it, (not an emotional pain) a real pain, like something was going wrong inside my body. and yet, I have nowhere to turn. I guess when my relatives come to see how I'm doing, and they notice the door is locked, and noone will answer at 1 in the afternoon or whenever, they'll find my lifeless corpse, propped against the couch, grasping my chest where the pain in my chest once was. It's a terrible pain, it's not to common, but not at all rare, in my case. Just imagine, breathing normally, and suddenly when you take in another breath, it's like once of your ribs is trying to peirce your lung. The only way I seem to get rid of the pain, is to target my fist right where the pain is located, and jab myself in the chest, it usually leaves me breathless but, the pain disappates(sp?)
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