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I fear...
The one I love.
I love ...
The one I fear.

I tremble with fear
At the thought of him...
And yet I long
To be with him.

That repeating nightmare
Of the one I love...
Has teared me into shreds
Confused more than ever.

I fear...
The one I love.
I love ...
The one I fear.

His face seems soft
At only first glance
For I see
That monster in his eyes.

His need for my blood...
To taste again...
And again...
Is making the stress worse.

I fear...
The one I love.
I love ...
The one I fear.

I have changed
Because of him
I have changed
Afraid to be alone.

And yet days pass
Of him and I...
Alone...
In the dark.

He feels my heart,
My blood,
My warmth,
My fear....

I fear...
The one I love.
I love ...
The one I fear.

Here we go again,
Ever confusing me more
With these bottled up feelings
I cannot share.

I fear...
The one I love.

I love ...
The one I fear.